Scary feelings

My son went missing, for 15 minutes today, with my neighbors kid, and it has affected me tremendously. The fear that I felt during those minutes is no less than the sadness thats crept on me since. Everyone with kids has, at some point experienced that sinking feeling when the cannot find their kid. This could be in a mall, in a fair or anywhere. This was a step further, I think, where they were too far to answer our calls. On finding him, and after shouting at him, I'm badly shaken. How much more can I blame a 4 year old, but my frustration is not relenting. And to add to it, I read about the 4 year old kid who got crushed by a drunken driver. Just sad. Its a sad day today.